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This may incur the wrath of some, but argh
I AM SO SICK OF ALL THIS UNIVERSITY TALK.

I hate the fact that I have choices and the fact that actually I had to resort to drawing a mindmap so that I could sort out my options! I hate scholarship applications, to the point where I just want to reject all offers that come my way and just waste all the effort I've put in trying to please the numerous panels.

Heck the fact that I got admitted to the uk universities, heck the fact that my life in europe is kinda within reach, heck the fact that I actually did successfully persuade panels of judges (and myself) that I want to work in their board after graduation!

All I want is for me to decide on a course I really want to take up. So what if one has plenty of options? It really doesn't matter, not at all, when all of a sudden none of them appeal more than the others. All I want is to be able to drive to school, really, ha.

But tsk, Law, send me the letter of offer soon please? Because as much as I hate to choose (and the thought of its consequences)... I'm such a sucker for options that I can play around with, damn I'm sorry.