it's now or never
When we start using names of people as adjectives and start saying, "that is so _____"(insert name of friend/acquaintance but mostly otherwise), what does that entail for ourselves?
What connotations do you think your name-adjective has? I wonder if anyone says "that is so ruizi"; if they do, predictably with less than positive undertones, what exactly do they mean?
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Most times the ways people see and judge me actually form part of my considerations before I decide on doing anything controversial. But tonight I'm going to say "fuck what these people think" not only because I don't care for their negative input (how very unexpected ha), but also because I believe I've got the right to be happy (in my own way no less) and because I believe that there is basically nothing remotely controversial for them to disagree with this time around!
If what these people want of me is for me to say goodbye to my present lifestyle and revert to a less "disturbing" one not unlike theirs, then perhaps they shouldn't be scrutinising and disapproving because I possibly may be moving towards that, who knows? Would they ever be able to tell? Or would there be nothing that they would approve of?
Remind me again why am I even seeking approval? I'm going to do what I want to do (and I believe it's not even remotely controversial)!
What connotations do you think your name-adjective has? I wonder if anyone says "that is so ruizi"; if they do, predictably with less than positive undertones, what exactly do they mean?
* * *
Most times the ways people see and judge me actually form part of my considerations before I decide on doing anything controversial. But tonight I'm going to say "fuck what these people think" not only because I don't care for their negative input (how very unexpected ha), but also because I believe I've got the right to be happy (in my own way no less) and because I believe that there is basically nothing remotely controversial for them to disagree with this time around!
If what these people want of me is for me to say goodbye to my present lifestyle and revert to a less "disturbing" one not unlike theirs, then perhaps they shouldn't be scrutinising and disapproving because I possibly may be moving towards that, who knows? Would they ever be able to tell? Or would there be nothing that they would approve of?
Remind me again why am I even seeking approval? I'm going to do what I want to do (and I believe it's not even remotely controversial)!
It's my life, baby, so how about some support please?
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