dear sweet friend

Happy Anniversary?

(though you may never quite read this)
(I keep typing and backspacing)

In a year, we've gone from being lovers to ex-lovers to partners to well, as you addressed me over the phone last night, old friends. And I too, have gone from being obsessively lovelorn (I'd never think I'd admit it) to bitterly cynical to hedonistically single to this present state of contented (would it be better if it was contested instead?) singlehood where I'm finally just letting everything in life fall into place at their own will and enjoying this joy ride.


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Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end –
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.

Originally from Breakast at Tiffany’s (hepburn is love!) but rediscovered tonight while watching carrie and mr big slow dance ( : I’d have to admit, there is a certain resonance I feel and oh well, what a (perhaps lovely?) coincidence.