mindless meme

my ex is going to get too buff a bod in dive school.

maybe i should stop looking for perfection, tsk that'll make things so much so much easier.
i love the power of the spoken and written. haha am too easy to be charmed.

i don’t understand what i do sometimes. i know what i do, but that doesn't mean i understand why i do the things i do, no?
i lose interest in some things too easily and am digustingly stuborn with some others. most of the time, with people.
people say i’m too idealistic and too pragmatic, all at the same time.
love is something i struggle to identify, though (surprise surprise) I believe in its existence. ah, a walking contradiction.

somewhere, someone is thinking of me? haha wouldn’t that be nice.

i will always think i'm too fat : \ i think (and hope) i am only joking when I say forty kilos.

forever is a concept reserved for fairy tales; a word that carries with it so much responsibility to be ever undertaken to its fullest. never, never promise.
when i wake up in the morning i silently wish that it’s raining so i’ll have an excuse not to go running. now you know why the fats don’t burn, ha.

my past was fucked up, deliriously happy and exhilirating all at the same time; and impossible to relive.
i get annoyed when people do not make an effort to maintain friendships !

i have a low tolerance for people who don't pick up calls and anal me will redial and redial and redial.
parties are for the days when all we want is total abandonment as we lose ourselves in a mass of bodies.

kisses are the best when received in the most of unexpected times (:

tomorrow, i will probably be late for school because tonight I’m gonna do a SATC dvd marathon. watch the downward spiral of my moral standards ha.

i really want to start dieting and running again! where did that determination (albeit to an unhealthy extent) i had at the start of j2 go?